They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down
Biography
The name is EELIN. I love music. I'm imperfect but I'm living in my perfect world. I'm an attention-seeking introvert. MUSIC is my best friend and EMO is my husband. I think I'm different,and different in a better way. I love the way I am. that's ME! Yeah, that's all you have to know. View my posts if you wanna know me more! :D
Life is a song, what you do is the lyrics, how you do it is the melody, and the way you treat people will decide what the song's meaning is.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
we won 2 gold! and whitney won the prize for the best conductor too. congratulations! actually this competition gave us a lot. in the previous competition, we were just performing aim for the gold. now, we're performing for ourselves. we closed our eyes when we're performing and some crying too. this showed that we're really didn't care for the gold and the judges. from the first note to the last note, we're all performing by our heart. before the competition, whitney and yong xian said a lot. i was touched by a sentence of yong xian-- " i had no regrets with joining amcco! " then everybody cried. after that, we kept this feeling when performing the song on the stage. after finish playing the song, many of us cried after went down the stage. some hugged together too. really touched. all of us were not willing to leave the stage, because this would be the last song that we can play together with those form 5 seniors. really 'bu she de' them. after that, it's the time for the results. one of the judges was giving his comment on the stage. all of us were too excited when the judge said we're very good and welcome us to Shanghai for the performance. he didn't said this to the group before. then cai wing started to distribute the tissues, because many of us cried. the the judge was praising our conductor, whitney too. really felt so happy. because the three days before the competition, we all felt that amcco would die on the stage when the competition. we thought that we're the worst among all the groups. actually we're really bad on three days before, but suddenly we make a big improvement in just only two day's time! really thanks whitney so much, because she taught us so much and gave a lot of encouragement to us. after that, we knew the results. we're very excited, we all shouted. and i saw the people around us closed their ears with their hands. LOL. i know many people also cant tahan the shouting from amc students. haha. at that moment, we're really too excited and we finally can showed our successful to the 'cockroach', who says band is the best?!! we can also do that!!! in the bus, yong xian told us that tomorrow didn't have practice, we should felt happy isn't? but no, we all felt sad...suddenly we all like practice very much. it's funny. LOL. when i was back to my home, i received a message from ruohuai. she said this's the first time she felt that all gaohus're together, it's touching. i want to thank her also, she did so much to gaohu group. i won't forget the competition that day. it's the precious experience in my life. and the song of us - 'chun feng huan xiang qu' it's not composed by liu weng jing, it's by us, amcco!!!
♥our lips must always be sealed 7:17 AM
Friday, June 26, 2009
tomorrow is the competition already. all of us were busy practicing today. i realize that so many people cry in these few days because of co. don't know why, this competition really make many people cry. the previous competition didn't like that, all of us work hard and do our best but less crying. i think it's because of the co is facing many problems now. some disputes spoil our former unity. yesterday whitney and yong xian scolded us. they said co is only good on the surface, but very dark inside. ya, i agreed and i felt guilty. i just kept my tears inside my eyes that time. i didn't cry. after that, i saw onn kee cried in the class. then yee mei told me she cried also. and today zhi yan cried again because she didn't play well. i didn't know how to comfort her because i know if i were her, i would cry also. can we really get gold in this competition? i hope yes. anyway, we will do our best on the stage. ADD OIL AMCCO!!!
♥our lips must always be sealed 4:02 AM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
finally i became 1 year older. lol. thanks everyone for the birthday greetings. i keep saying and typing 'thanks' today for replying them =] but until now, someone haven't greets me yet. maybe she has forgotten about it, but how can she forgot this important date??? never mind, it's still 3 hours left, hope that i'll receive even a simple greeting message from her later. i received a letter from goon month this morning. i touched by it because i've already didn't received a letter with some body's hand writing inside for a long time. nowadays what i received is just a sms or an email. really thanks her so much. that's all for my birthday =] simple but nice.
♥our lips must always be sealed 5:16 AM
Monday, June 8, 2009
I've celebrate my birthday earlier. haha. yesterday my family bought a cake to me. no birthday's song, no gift, except for a cake. lol. but i was very happy =)
i have a headache when i woke up today. i think i've sick. but i still need to go to the school for the practice. haiz. ruo huai called us go to a room to practice. i didn't play well, because my headache and my gaohu is also has a headache =.= moreover i didn't practice last night. she's angry and she scolded us. i remembered what she said, "even no one can play well here! this song already practice for a long time!" i know she's disappointed, especially with me. so sorry. after that, her face kept black. i saw chooi yee sobbing and i felt like want crying also. but i kept my tears inside, because i'll be a big girl after today. lol. and cry in front of those seniors and juniors is a 'fish' things. i was not feeling well and i've got scolding too. so i became so emo after that. then cai wing and zhi yan asked why i looked so down. they thought i lost my lover. lol. we ate at the 'little genting' today. after that, yee mei said she wants to buy somethings. then she with zhi yan and cai wing leave me and casey there. then they went to buy their things. i wonder what they're going to buy. after that, we found them in a bakery. i thought yee mei were buying a bread. but suddenly they opened the plastic bag, then showed me the cake inside and said 'happy birthday' to me. i shocked and i smiled =) i was very touched by their cake. i appreciated it. thanks them.
birthday cake by family
I'll be a 16 years old girl after 2 more hours. count down ing...lolx
♥our lips must always be sealed 5:02 AM
Friday, June 5, 2009
1st day
i felt uncomfortable and dizzy along the way. the roads are curve and the bus were just turning and turning. luckily i didn't vomit in the bus. lol. when we reached there, i was feeling better after i washed my face with the cold water. after that, i thought i can rest awhile in the bus but i felt vexed with the voices of the 'singing queen' in our bus =.= so i was just looking at the scene outside the bus. then we reached the apartment (honeymoon villa) we were shocked when we saw the real face of it. it's really old and ugly. its name is not suits it. more than that, it's horrible when we saw a cockroach in our room! i was not brave enough to step on the floor. so we need to mop the floor. luckily, yee mei and i in a same room because she's like a servant. she helped us to mop the floor, cook the noodles, boil the water...really thanks so much! we were so boring at there so we moved the sofa to the balcony. then we sit there and looking at the scene with the classical music open from whitney's phone. it's the big enjoyment in my life. lol. after having the dinner, we went to the pasar malam. the stall at the pasar malam are all selling the same things, like strawberry and vegetables. so boring. after that we was playing uno in our room. it's fun although i was very tired actually. i slept with cai wing that night. i was awaking by the stupid rooster early in the morning. hate it!
2nd day after having the breakfast, we went to a temple and played taichi there. the taichi's teachers gave us a speech there. before the lunch, we went to the cactus farm. i saw many cute cactus there but i didn't buy it. lol. after that, we backed to the apartment and continued to have a sunbathing in the balcony. i've sat there for 3 hours time and awaiting for the time to have the steamboat. lol. after that, we have a steamboat in a restaurant, it's a lot of fun there. like whitney used a chopstick to break the egg =.= i've recorded it with my camera. haha. after that, we was playing the video many many times because it's really funny. lol. then we went to the pasar malam again. i've bought a shirt and a necklace that engrave with my name on there. after that, we backed and we were chatting at the room. we're chatting about the 'dark relationships' and 'dark peoples' in co. but don't know why the topics changed suddenly. they talked about some horror incidents. the expression in their eyes is ghastly. i scared and my tears came out. then, they're trying to appease me and whitney was trying to make me laugh with her funny conducting action. she's really a good conductor =.= lol. then i felt better but embarrassing actually. haha ^^
3rd day
we're playing taichi again in the morning. the teachers have made a demonstration of some styles. it was amazing! then we backed to the apartment and settled our luggage. before leaving there, we all took some photos as memories. after that we leave there and walked a long way to take the bus. we're hungry and tired. after having the lunch, we went to......(i've forgot the name) =.= me, zhi yan & cai wing played a maze game in there. the game is really fun. we've turning around in it and found hard to get the way out. but finally we did it. yeah! but we just got a strawberry key chain as a reward. haiz. but better than nothing. then, we continued our way back to ipoh. when reached, i felt so uncomfortable with the whether here. it's hot and dry. a big difference with cameron highlands. i felt tired when i backed home.
i've sick after the trip. my skin become darker also, especially my face. but i like the trip. i miss the whether there, the chocolate strawberry there, the steamboat there, the balcony there.....and my room mates. they're cute. i like them so much. lolx.
Myself
Sunday, June 28, 2009
7:17 AM
birthday cake by family
I'll be a 16 years old girl after 2 more hours. count down ing...lolx
2nd day
i've sick after the trip. my skin become darker also, especially my face. but i like the trip. i miss the whether there, the chocolate strawberry there, the steamboat there, the balcony there.....and my room mates. they're cute. i like them so much. lolx.