Monday, November 30, 2009

Sunday, November 29, 2009

nice?? i made myself haha

Friday, November 27, 2009

the first day was the competition. after the competition, when i walking down from the stage, i felt so sad. because i'm the leader, my performance was not good, that's really not the best that i can do. then i tried to relax myself, but i failed to do so when someone asked me: "how's our performance?" and "are u crying?" i said no. but after that, my tears rolled out after i saw zhi yan cried. sometimes, tears is the best medicine. i took a deep breath and told myself the competition's over, really over.......

the second day was the time for us to have fun. we went to the outdoor then played played played... i was so lucky because i won a bing pink bear when playing the mini game! omg..it's my first time lol. i'm so happy although i don't like the bear that much. haha. other than that, i found that i'm quite expert in driving! i beat all of them in the Fun Kart lolx. at first, they all thought i'll crash with another car or i even don't know how to steer a car. in fact, they're wrong! some more i was overtaking their cars! the happy time always gone fast. after that was the closing ceremony of the competition. that's mean we'll know the results. before that, i was so confident of myself for not dropping a single tear when knowing the results. i promised that i'll belanja yee mei & zhi yan pizza hut if i cry lol. haiz. after that, i really cried. don't know why, the tears came out itself. hope they'll forget about the pizza lol...by the way, of course we got golds. but i can't felt any happiness. i know, this is not the gold that i want.

the last day of the trip, 6 of us bought the Giordano t-shirts with the word 'excuse me' together lol. it was quite fun. after that, it was the end of the trip....i was not happy because something and someone spoiled my trip....

p/s: i'll try to upload the video and those pics of the competition if i get it.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

ya, we got 2 gold medals, but i'm not happy. this is not the gold that i want. the gold that we got is just a relief for me, not an award. the tears that i dropped was because of my inferiority but not because of the happiness. i cried again when i watched the video of our performance, that's not really good enough to get a gold. obviously, that's not the best that we can do.

Monday, November 23, 2009

tomorrow is the competition already. today teacher talked a lot of to all the section leaders. some were crying. they're facing a lot of pressure, especially mei mei & yanyan. sometimes, i really hope that i can share the pressures with them.but in the fact, i can't do anything. anyway i'll support them mentally lol. as teacher said, we're not playing for the gold, we're playing fo ourselves. sooooo.....amcco let's go to rock the stage with JASMINE & CHILDHOOD!!! amcco boleh!!!!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

i'm useless. damn useless. i cant see any results of my hard works. as a leader, i failed to do my job. i made someone felt disappointed for me, and i felt so to myself too. even though i like to cheer my friends up, like to make them smile, but i don't know how to let myself to be happy. sometimes i ask myself, why the others are facing a task which is even harder x10000 than me, but they can make it well. why i cant? i know only crying inside the toilet and express it in my blog. what else can i do? i'm tired...really tired...
i'm stupid right? yes, i am.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

i felt so happy because i'm not the one who are going to sit for the SPM tomorrow, but there will be my turn on next year lol. anyway, best of luck to all SPM candidates...especially HER ♥
add oil add oil~

Saturday, November 14, 2009

just changed my layout, hope you guys will like it lol.
by the way
i want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear mummy!
i love her!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

yesterday was our school 71th anniversary. felt really tired. maybe it was a meaningful night for others club, especially those who really paid out a lot of for this concert. but i think it's not for co. we all were busy preparing for our competition, but suddenly came out a 71st anniversary concert..sweat.. but our performance was quite nice lol. i'll try to find some pictures of the show and upload here. by the way, the concert was great. amc rockz!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

i'm playing the minesweeper with yee mei on msn...and the result is 14:3. i lost 14 times to her. i know i'm noob. haiz. but i still won 3 times *claps* lol. she told the whole world about her results. and now i wan to tell the whole world i will revenge! lets see, i will beat her someday! wakakax.