Monday, March 29, 2010

i cried in the toilet for half an hour. i tried to release them out. ya i did. i am stupid. i feel sorry to you guys, i really don't know what am i doing now. people ask me why would this happen? i said don't know. i just know to say sorry. it's so helpless.
i feel warm when i had received a hug, a sms, and a few sentence in msn form you guys, it made me feel better. i feel sorry to you guys coz i made u all disappointing. but u all still can comfort me and help me. thanks a lot. i promise that this kind of thing wont be happen again as long as i am still in the group. so i am ok, dont worry.

"we noe our personality, strength, skills n many others
sometimes nt only the elders r always right
we gotta think positively.. if not we'll be the one suffering
this is only one small occurrence in our life
dun think that it's so big..
jz do ur best 2 achieve wat u hv 2..
bt nt 100% perfect
nothing is perfect de lah
no one is perfect also..
this is life.
we hv 2 get through of it"

thanks the one who saying this to me, u know who you are...♥
thank you so much...

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

OMG
i don't know what should i do...
helpless...

Sunday, March 21, 2010

kcco members came to our school on last thursday. this is our first time for organizing this kind of interaction program lol. weird. but they are so nice! we really learned a lot from them. like the way they treat their juniors. lolx. shhhh it's a secret.

Friday, March 19, 2010

i feel disappointing on you guys. you all like to complain to me when you all don't want to bear the burden. but how about me? when i feel scare and tired, who can i complain to? teacher? if i complain to the teacher, i'm useless. but when u all complain to me, you are useless x 100 times than me! and the point is not only a people complained to me, there are some others even my best friend! why? am i really giving a lot of pressure to u all? i don't think so. that is your responsibility. you are also a member of it, how can you gave up so easily? you gave up on the excuse of pressure and you can't play well. i felt sad when i heard that. we gave a chance to you because we think u can do it. but now u made me absolutely and extremely disappointed. i don't like people showing me their tears when they did not play well. i think it's useless. you can cry, but i hope your tears is a sign of relief, not the sign of giving up. girls, please show me your confidence. i need u all. i don't want to be so lonely. i am not the best, i just pretend that i am the best. i feel tiring of pretending the best one. if u think you are stressful than me, ok fine. i let u go. i know not the everyone will agree with what i think, i just hope that you all can think it wisely not because of me, but the whole team.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

WTH I AM SO TIRED! ISHH! YOU'RE SO ANNOYING! GO AWAY!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

为什么还会听到这种消息？
我不想再有这种感觉...
这已经是第二次了
那种感觉好恐怖...

感慨生命为什么会如此的短暂？
一个好好的人
就这样永远离开了...

从你的声音
我知道你是坚强的
因为他不想你们难过...

虽然他已离开了
可是他依然是大家心目中的那个
好老师，好爸爸，好丈夫！

Friday, March 12, 2010

5 of us gathered at zhi qing's house to celebrate keat yi's birthday. sounds weird. lolx. but we really got a lot of fun. we baked a cake and it's....(weird) -.-" luckily there was an iron chef - ming ming. haha. then we also cooked the spaghetti LOL :D last but not least, happy birthday to keat keat...i appreciate our friendship ♥

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Friday, March 5, 2010

I HATE U
I HATE U
I HATE U

U HURT ME BADLY.....