Friday, March 19, 2010

i feel disappointing on you guys. you all like to complain to me when you all don't want to bear the burden. but how about me? when i feel scare and tired, who can i complain to? teacher? if i complain to the teacher, i'm useless. but when u all complain to me, you are useless x 100 times than me! and the point is not only a people complained to me, there are some others even my best friend! why? am i really giving a lot of pressure to u all? i don't think so. that is your responsibility. you are also a member of it, how can you gave up so easily? you gave up on the excuse of pressure and you can't play well. i felt sad when i heard that. we gave a chance to you because we think u can do it. but now u made me absolutely and extremely disappointed. i don't like people showing me their tears when they did not play well. i think it's useless. you can cry, but i hope your tears is a sign of relief, not the sign of giving up. girls, please show me your confidence. i need u all. i don't want to be so lonely. i am not the best, i just pretend that i am the best. i feel tiring of pretending the best one. if u think you are stressful than me, ok fine. i let u go. i know not the everyone will agree with what i think, i just hope that you all can think it wisely not because of me, but the whole team.