Wednesday, April 28, 2010

where are all those gentlemen??
i think the gentlemen is extinct
but at least still got him
just the only one
the imperfect but the best one...

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

不要用那样的眼神望着我！

Monday, April 26, 2010

music is to enjoy
it shouldn't include with any tension and stress
if not, music is like a noise
what had we played on these few days
it's just noises
i am sorry
'cause these few days
i just teaching you all
how to play the noise
i am so sorry
i did so badly
but why she always want to
compare us with them?
why no one go to think about
why they can be so great
and we are so bad??

Sunday, April 25, 2010

exam is coming
i still have not touch my book yet
even my homework also
coz i am so addicted to the piano and computer
it's so bad if i continue my life like that
but i am not going to change it during this period
LOL

Saturday, April 24, 2010

i said i don't like blogger. but i keep blogging everyday. haix.
i wondering what are them thinking actually?
i do not want them know my feelings
but i hope to know what are they thinking actually.
it is kinda stupid, i mean myself.
LIM EE LIN, can you please wake up?
it won't happen exactly like what you think
don't dream again.
that is not true and just wasting your time only
i don't want my 17 to be like this
i want it to be sweet and memorable
not like my dark 16
i think it is the time i say goodbye to him and her.

Friday, April 23, 2010

doing something lame in the camp. LOL

Thursday, April 22, 2010

if you are viewing my blog
please go my chat box and write something kay?
so that i know who are those visitors lol
i get so boring now..

Monday, April 19, 2010

i am back from cameron. it's not really a "taichi" camp actually. so we really got a lot of fun there. i gained also a lot of from the camp. thanks for my roommates, they are so great. by the way, when walked inside our room, just like walking in a casino. all people were playing cards. LOL a nice scene. but i did not take down that scene because i was crazy playing the cards! haha. i am lazy to type out all my stories there. i really miss there so much. i miss jasmine, strawberry chocolates, poker cards, lame games, taichi, crazy juniors, sharing time, tears, smile, toilet....and many many...! i felt so cold there, but i felt the warmness in my heart. i remember i cried because i heard their stories. i hope they can remember what i said to them, appreciate their partners and their life in co, because i am going to leave that place, my second home. thank you jasmine one <3

Friday, April 16, 2010

omg
he do not have
even a pimple on his face!!!

i got back my key
guess where is it?
LOL
just inside the cupboard
how can i used a key to open the lock of the cupboard
then i left the key inside the cupboard
but i managed to close the cupboard
now i managed to open the door without the key
but i found the key was just inside the cupboard
LOL
so stupid

Thursday, April 15, 2010

i lost my key!
stupid me!
key ar key
where are you??
die lo..
if let teacher know
i will DIE
bad key
come out la~~!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I AM SO HAPPY NOW
THANK YOU
THE FEELING IS BACK
I LOVE THIS
THANK YOU~!
WE ARE BEST FRIEND FOREVER :)

i do not want to care about it anymore
just think whatever you like to think
just do whatever you like to do
since you said you want to give up
no point for me
to keep holding on
now only i know
actually we are that kind of people
in your mind
that kind of people that don't care others feeling
ok you like to think that way
never mind
i just feel sad about it
i don't know what can i say
you keep reminding yourself about that matter
that happened 4 months ago
but you neglected the time
when we faced the challenge together
when we laughed and cried together
everything changed because of a sentence and a paper
my heart almost die
when i saw the word you had written there
each word made my heart pain one time
you said you didn't have any true friend
you got them just because of your post
then what am I?
so hilarious
you and her are also the important one in my life
i don't want to lose each of you
but 3 of us seem like so tired now
feel tired to persist everyone's persistent>
i don't everyone to be so unhappy with this
just because of your persistent
so let the time pass
maybe it's the only way for us

Monday, April 12, 2010

Saturday, April 10, 2010

so what do you mean now? who is the wrong one? for me, i don't know and i don't care! i just know we are friends! if you think we are wrong, ok. then we sit down together and discuss or what. if you want to scold you can even scold us. i don't mind, coz i keep thinking we are best friends, we can share everything. do you really consider me as your friend? just even that kind of ordinary friend? i don't expect you will treat me as what i consider that you are my best best best friend. if you really consider me as your friend, can you please don't show me that kind of face again? i hate it. i prefer you come in front of me and tell me :" you know? you cant do this way. do you ever care about my feelings?" it's better than you always show me that kind of face. i am stupid. i am so stupid you know. i cant get what are u thinking about. it's useless when we had done it then only you felt that we were wrong and you felt so angry and sad. so now everyone is unhappy.

you are right, we were wrong. so do you think a "sorry" can settle everything?

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Friday, April 2, 2010

the cappricio of winter was ended. it's a bad but the memorable one for me. i was holding my tears, i do not want to cry on the stage yesterday. when i open my facebook just now, 9 of 10 of the status was written something like we play so bad, feel sorry..... i just want to say, it's already over. don't so care about it, the most important is the competition. if you think you didn't play well, then just put more effort for the next one. so gambateh to all of us, we can do it.